"The End"

Alright so this is the end of the class assignment for these blogs, and it doesn't really seem like they did any good. I do truly feel this way. I mean think about it, they didn't help anyone with anything. They served no purpose what so ever. In my introduction I stated that I wanted people to get to know me more in these blogs. Obviously that didn't happen. When it comes to opening up I have a hard time doing it. I think that if people knew me for who I really am I would just end up losing them in a few years as friends. I tend to just lose friends left and right due to them changing. So the ones I trusted with information about me have that and can easily use it against me. Now not all people are like that but I have trust issues. Through out my blogs I have unintentionally not wrote anything about myself that people didn't know. There is something I would love to tell people, but from past experiences the most common result is doubt and most of the time I get made fun of. Now being 16 I could care less if someone makes fun of me, but I would prefer not to have it done. Now since I didn't put anything in my blogs that people didn't know I feel like I owe the non-readers of this blog something right?! Okay so my memory was very good when I was little and still is. It's gotten worse as time goes on, but this is irrelevant. When I was two years old all I can remember is a lot of yelling and a blinding white flash of light. Once things started to come back into focus and I could see again I was in a different place at a different time and I was now four years old. I had no memory of what happened between the age of two to four. At that point I was scared and that night somebody tried to break into the apartment we were living in. All I can remember is looking at the broken glass and then the blinding white flash of light happened again. Next thing I knew I was five and in a new place again. Ever since then it has never happened again. Now what I'm about to say next some people won't believe but quite frankly I don't care. Honestly if you don't believe in paranormal things you should stop here... Okay now once I came into focus when I was five I started to see something that didn't exist. Some people would call him an imaginary friend, but he was nothing like that. He was my personal Freddy Kruger. I would have nightmares of this evil clown who beat me up in my dreams and I would wake up with the deep bruises where I had been hit. Then when awake he was still around. If I were to get hit by him while I was awake you could see the bruise appear right there in front of your eyes. The worst part about it is when you reach the point where you can no longer take it and you strike back all you hit is air. My mother never believed me and thought I was just making it up. Even when she saw the bruises she brushed it off. Most people when they can't explain something decide that it's not real or not happening. This continued until I was seven years old when in my nightmare that fateful night the clown was running straight at me with a big kitchen knife in hand. I didn't run, I didn't scream. I just stood there waiting. I had given up on life. In my mind I thought if this is going to happen every day and I can't do anything about it I might as well just give up. Before the clown got to me a white figure jumped in front of me. Something that was definitely not human looking. This thing had a sword in it's hand and cut the clown up into my sign. If you draw an X and add a + you'll get my sign. People say ha ha it's a snowflake, but it's not. Ever since then I never saw the clown again. Now every time I write my name I put my sign next to it. I change it up every now and then but the main thing stays the same. Now you can choose not to believe me and go on with your day that would be fine, but for the other 1% of you that do believe me I thank you. Also if there is ever a problem that needs fixing weather it be personal or not let me know and I'll do all that I can. See ya=)

Class Piece

The piece I'm about to write is one that my class had to fill in the blanks. I am as _ as _. Mine starts off I am as mad as hell. Life never goes as expected. People say that life is what you make it, I say they're wrong. People tell themselves that everything is going to be okay and nothing bad is going to happen to me. I think that by thinking these thoughts people set themselves up for devastation. It seems to me that all the people who are good end up dieing. So again I do not believe life is what you make it. So for all the people out there who feel the same way where do we turn? Some people say turn to the bible and others say take some drugs. Drugs are the things that make you relax so I could see that, but I would never do that. Now in the bible heaven is described as a place where you have everything you've ever wanted, therefore being dead is better. There is a point in peoples lives when they are the happiest they'll ever be. Once they hit that point in life everything goes downhill from there. When this happens people try as hard as they can to get back to this moment of happiness. I believe this is why some people are mad some days and don't know why. They've already hit there high and now they have no where to go but down. My high point was back in elementary school where i fought people everyday and taught myself how to hack. I kept up my happiness high all the way through the ninth grade. After that everything changed. Now the only thing that gets me semi close to my old high is when I write my book. It reminds me of what happiness is an how it feels to be on top of the world. Now I know we're not suppose to write about "bad" things like fighting and hacking, but I don't care anymore. Which yes I know, is also bad. We can't help who we are and what we like. I suppose life is just a game. Lets say to when the game right away you need to roll a pair of dice and get a six and four, but you end up rolling a three and five. Well then you just have to work with what you got. I honestly don't expect good replies on this one so fire away.

Evoke a response

Now I think that this will be one of my better writing pieces just because the things that I usually say, that I actually know a lot about, get a response from a lot of different people. The way I think I'll get a response out of the few people who actually read this is writing a little about myself. Okay to start off I love to plan. Planning things has always been some type of specialty of mine. My method for planning usually goes like this, if plan a fails plan b is already in motion if plan b starts to fall then c is there to back it up if c fails as well then I have d through z with an extra one on the end to back me up. Now I can honestly say that I've never needed more than plan a through c. The plans that I come up with can most of the time never be stopped. The people that I've worked with in the past sometimes have no idea why I tell them to do certain things until there actually done. My plans are so crazy and so elaborate that there's no way to figure them out because the minute you think that you've messed up my plans you find out that I've gotten to something better. Now my plans don't always go as planned and I do have to improvise. The reason why I plan things for "bad" acts against the world or the school or whatever is just because of the simple fact that it's fun. Not only is it fun but it also depending of the situation is the adventure. The adventure is the thing that everyone seeks in life. We all try to do something in our life that other people will remember us for. This for most people is where the adventure comes into play. The adventure makes our life worth living in my opinion. Honestly can anybody really say they have fun doing the legal fun acts all the time and doing nothing but follow the rules? For the people that can honestly stand up and say yes I always follow the rules and never once have I done anything illegal then either your a liar or a really nice person. Even so a person like this can not be real just for the fact that to properly know which is more fun following all the rules or breaking them all the person would've had to do both. If the person did do both and then says that following the rules are better, then again the person is a liar because that interferes with what the person said before which was I've never done anything but follow the rules. Now I think that this piece that I wrote should get some interesting feedback to say the least just because my views are so unique, but the only way to get a responce is if somebody reads this. Lets see if that actually happens.

Response to an article

For this assignment I had to read an article from the Writer Magazine web site and respond to it. I read an article that talked about how to sell your work if your writing a book. I read this because I myself am writing a book. It was a short little article that just said to basically work on your book all the time when you have the chance and to sell it to someone all you have to do is to get them interested and then wait them out completely. What the person meant by this is when a person is going to publish your book you have to send them bits and pieces of your work so they can read it. So if the person who is publishing your book gets hooked into it then you can hold out on sending the next copy. This plan only backfires if you wait too long and the publisher forgets what he/she read before hand or becoming uninterested in reading the book any more. Now my book started off as a assignment that I got last year in English class. The assignment was to write a essay about whatever we wanted. My teacher didn't care if it was a fake or real story so I decided to put both in. I came up with 10 pages for my story when we only needed five. Once it was over and graded I just started writing more on to it little by little until I decided that I wanted to make it into a book. Now that it's a year later I'm on page 61 as of last night. You would think I would be further because it's been a year since I started, but I never really have time to work on it. I would like my book to be between 250 to 300 pages, but if I can't get it that far I think I'll still get it published. Between this month and the next I plan to finish the book and get it published. My hope is to give it one to two years to get more popular and then make a movie off of it. This is one of those books that is a lot better once put on the big screen. My plan is to direct the movie if it did become big and I would like to put all the people who are in my story in the movie. You see the people in my story are based on people in real life, so I think it would be super cool if the people who I wrote about could play themselves. The reason I decided to continue writing my book was because I think it will give me closure for my ended friendship of 11 years. Now I do understand that not every book that is out there is a movie and I have little chance of getting everything that I want, but I do believe that if there is even the slightest chance of me getting what I want then I should have hope.

Revised piece from class

My item

The item that I choose to talk about is my sword. I choose this item because it is something I had to pay for myself and come on it’s a sword. Now I decided to buy the sword when I suddenly got a little obsessed over cartoons from Japan like anime shows and I've always thought that swords were cool, but I never had enough money to get one of my own. The sword that I got is a sasuke uchiha sword which is made out of black steel and is 38 inches long. Now I know that I can’t just carry my sword around with me and start slashing people up, but it’s a nice thought to have when I know I bought it with my own money and it pays off. What I mean by this is that the sword is pretty heavy, not to hold but to swing around so the more I “play” with it the more of a workout it becomes in a way. The sword has somewhat of a special type of meaning to me for the fact that every kid at a young age watches the cartoons and wants to play hero but when do we actually have a chance to do so? Well I think with the right stuff anyone can play the hero. Adults say leave it to the cops let them handle it. Why? Why wait around for the cops to do research and look into everything and then maybe find the person who did wrong? Why not if you see something serious going on outside like, someone has a gun or someone has a knife, then why don’t we go out there and take care of business instead of calling the cops or better yet call the cops tell them where to be go, take care of it yourself so then by the time they get there all they have to do is arrest the person. If you think about it if someone has a knife and you pull out a sword…..hmmm I wonder what’ll happen. Now what happens if the person has a gun, well you could always try the sneak attack, or if you had them throw one of the two pair of sai, that way it throws them off guard and you can run up to him and chop off his arm. Now all this probably sounds fake or not being realistic but in my own perspective it is possible and can be done so why not? The only thing holding people back ever is that they’re all afraid of death or themselves dyeing in general. If you don’t have that fear like me then this would be the greatest thing in the world because quite frankly it’d be fun. I think that this is why my sword is so important to me because it makes me feel that I finally don’t have to be like everyone else, and I can actually make a difference for the good of not just mankind but human kind in general.

Task by a classmate

Alright this is my second blog post and so far so good. For this assignment I will be writing about a topic that one on my classmates have given me. The topic I will be discussing is fighting, but all the forms of fighting. Starting off with fist fights. When people talk about fighting people either think of fist fights or yelling fights. For fist fights I have a completely different view than most people, I think that there perfectly okay if your fighting for the right reason. Now back when I was in elementary school me and my friends got into a lot of fist fights just because we were protecting one of our friends. I think that fighting to protect someone is perfectly acceptable, but i also think that if two people just want to fight each other just to do it or to see who's stronger than I say why not? I think that its a good experience even if you happen to lose. Now when people are fighting each person has a style or a way that they fight, and each one usually has a flaw or they leave some type of opening to be hit. If you can figure out your opponents fighting style you should be able to find the opening and win the fight. Now there are also such things as mental fights. That is where two people try to figure out whose smarter than who usually, but on occasion it can mean other things. Lets say for the sake of argument that if people were able to enter other peoples head like during there dreams like we've all seen in the movies but lets just say someone could do this than a mental fight would be you protecting or fighting something in the dream world which I would like to consider the ultimate mental fight. Most of the time people have personal fights. That means that two people who hate each other equally or have a personal problem with that person will fight either on a regular basis's or fight more than usual. Now people have pointless fights all the time. I don't want to point out girl fights but since I have to finish this by the end of class I see no point in trying to think of some other example. Most of the time girls fight over the stupidest things. Like Sally said "what about me?!"' and the next thing Sally knows is shes getting thrown into a wall or something. Theirs no point in fighting unless you have the facts first, and a reason to fight. Who cares what other people say about you theirs no reason to go fight someone over it. For the people who have heard of fight or flight will know what survival fights are all about. That's where you brain or your body feels like your going to die and it'll either make you run away with an unbelievable amount of energy or it'll make you fight with the same energy. I don't really know what everyone believes but the next type of fight I'm going to talk about is dream fights. I think that these are the best kind. Dream fights are where you fight something in your dreams basically but your brain will think that the fight is real unless you know while your dreaming that it's just a dream. You could wake up with the marks you got in your dream due to the fact that your brain thought it was real. Another form of dream fighting is when people use dream share to fight. Dream share is when two people plan out their dream exactly the same and both meet up in the same dream. Once in the dream those people fight to get better once there awake. This also increases there mental power as well. The real thing that this is about is a purpose. If you don't have a purpose for doing any of this than you shouldn't do or try any of this because with out a purpose it is pointless. So now that I'm done get back to me and tell me what you think. =)

Introduction

My name is Jacob Kordus. The only the reason why I'm writing these blogs is because it is my school assignment. We have to write eight blogs including this one and with each blog we have certain things we have to write about. After blog eight I will most likely continue to blog about things that I have found interesting. I am going to try to give the readers of my blogs a general view of how I write. I've never blogged before and I really don't see the importance of it really. The only thing that I can think of is that you can find people around the world who may or may not read this and share the same views as you. I think that blogging can help people get all there feelings out and it gives other people the chance to respond and make it a fun or challenging thing for that person. Now in no way do I look even remotely close to the picture I have up. The picture is of Jensen Ackles, a famous actor who is most famous from his T.V. show supernatural. I like the actor a lot because the show is about the insane paranormal and it goes to the extreme. I like anything and everything about the paranormal. The paranormal has been a major part of my life for four years now. Jensen Ackles plays the part of Dean Winchester very well in this show. I really look up to him in the show just because the show is about everything that I believe in. Now I know that he's probably a completely different person in real life but I still look up to him even so. The more I blog the more information people will have about me I think and I really don't like that idea. People have always said my life is interesting to them but I really don't think so. A lot of people here at school think that all I'm about is hacking computers and ghost hunting when theres a lot more about me and that I can do that people never got the chance to see in me and most likely never will. I think that there is a lot about me that people will never know because when people look at me they just see someone who can help them with there technology problems or someone who can get rid of some ghosts from a house. I would like for these blogs to somehow open up everything else about me and just throw it out there for the rest of the world to see. I think that once people find out everything else I'm about it will be a very interesting life for me because I think that people will start to look at me differently. One of the things about me that I think people like is that I'm very truthful. I tell people how it is. Sometimes this isn't the best thing for me to do but I can't always help it considering that's just who I am. I also like to help people with there problems. If someone is having troubles with someone at school or something at home most of the time people come over to me now asking for my help and I do the best I can to help them out. I can't help everyone who asks it somethings are just out of my capabilities but I still do try. So tell me what you think=)